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Writer's pictureNyah Rylie Sukhabut

digital painkillers

Updated: Jun 17, 2023


trends squeeze themselves into the gaps that separate you from the rest

it's for the best

if we band-aid that stuck out sore thumb

and poke at you till you're numb

while the first place ribbon bleeds, pinned right to your chest

the tiara they gave you is far too tight

perhaps this screen is getting too bright?

i feel a headache coming on

and i start to feel withdrawn

but maybe the secret to that figure is to not eat much of that dinner

just keep it behind the camera lens

crave for online validation more than real friends

and swallow every digit like painkillers

constant filters are the eyes with which i see like the blind

and camera shutters scream at me to be more photogenic

it's quite pathetic

so i hit delete and scroll absentmindedly

double tap scroll and

double tap takes its toll

of fifty-four more likes for me

hours seem to escape and spend themselves on beach pics and edits playing tricks

on your perception and the conception of which boxes you must tick


follow these 5 beauty tips!


you only have to change every single bit!


with an aesthetic wrapped up nice and neat like a gift

or a product display


like buy into my facade today!


clouds of perfume make me choke and later so does the smoke

but the poison looks nice in our best wine glass

and one day when we pass

will our profiles be our legacies?

the new age electronic page of autobiographies

with slight plot changes and rewrites

and only share the highlights

to make our lives more interesting (are they even listening?)

for the pleasure (hopefully jealousy beyond measure) of these strangers

where's the danger of doing anything to earn their favour?

and measuring self-worth by the comments section's length

and lacking any mental strength

to give it up


is it ever enough?

aren’t you tired of all of this superficial stuff?


so log off now.


finally shut it down.






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